I just want to share that I have a short essay published in the literary magazine The Bookends Review. You can read the piece here.

I just want to share that I have a short essay published in the literary magazine The Bookends Review. You can read the piece here.

Today marks one month since my brain surgery. My recovery is going well, but I’m still not back to full strength.
I’ve been walking in my neighborhood to build up my stamina. I’m still using the cane I received when I was discharged from the hospital, but I hope to ditch it soon.

When I walk, I don’t listen to music or podcasts. For safety reasons, I need to hear cars approaching, and I also keep my ears open for stimulating sounds—birds, wind chimes, children playing, etc.
A lot of times, I get ideas for poems while out on my walks. Often, one line will pop into my head and start me down the path of writing a poem. Recently, I was walking and thinking about the end of August, and this line came to me: It’s always sad when summer ends. I jotted the line down in the small notebook I carry with me. After some work, this is the poem I produced:
It’s always sad when summer ends.
But avoidance of the inevitable is impossible.
And in this season of life, a little winter must come.
So I tell myself to stop being disgruntled
by summer’s death and autumn’s arrival,
and instead get to work—starting with
descending the cellar steps and bringing up
the long johns, flannel shirts, and heavy wool socks.
It’s not the greatest poem in the world. But I like that I followed the trajectory the poem wanted to take—starting with one line, then others scribbled in my notebook, followed by revisions on the computer.
So I recognize the importance of awareness and paying attention to both external and internal stimuli to use as raw material for poetry (and stories, etc.).
And this reminds me of a line from the Grateful Dead song “Scarlet Begonias” (thank you, Robert Hunter):
Once in a while, you get shown the light
In the strangest of places if you look at it right …
I celebrated my birthday yesterday by relaxing at home with my family. As kids are wont to do, my son, Colin, blew out the candle on the cake, so we had to light it twice.

Colin Joe getting reading to blow out the candle.
I snuck in a couple of wishes, but mostly I felt enormous gratitude for still being here for another day and another year.
The night before I reflected on my recovery from surgery and my birthday, journaling for a few minutes while standing near my bedroom dresser. I am not a habitual journal writer, but I have notebooks scattered throughout the house to be available when the urge strikes me. Often my journal entries—which I always convert to a long-running Word document—contain mundane facts and banal thoughts with no potential to become raw material for a poem, story, or essay. However, sometimes the act of moving my pen on paper will lead me to a line that initiates energy.
And this is what I came up with the other night. It’s not a great poem, but I was happy I wrote it in a spontaneous burst and finished it in one draft.
On the Eve of My Fifty-Fourth Birthday
There has to be more
to this life than
just what we see.
Or else there isn’t—
in which case
death won’t be
so scary.
It’ll just be a
harmless place
devoid of life.
And you and I
can handle that, right?
I just wanted to give a quick update on my recovery. More than two weeks have passed since my brain surgery.
I had a follow-up appointment with my ENT surgeon yesterday. For the endoscopic debridement with suction, they stick a probe up your nose and suck out the junk, but I’ll spare you the gory, bloody details.
The last time I had this in-office procedure after the same transsphenoidal surgery in 2011, the surgeon maneuvered the probe too close to my brain stem and I suffered the worst headache of my life.
It felt like a gorilla had grabbed my head and shook my skull like a coconut—side to side and front to back—until my brain swished around and undulated on the waves of cerebral spinal fluid. I almost couldn’t drive myself home afterward.
Hence, I was anticipating a similar experience yesterday. But after Dr. A. performed the procedure, I had only a mild headache throughout the day and into the night.
He also saw no signs of a CSF leak, so I feel incredibly grateful. Although my right peripheral vision loss hasn’t improved yet, I am getting stronger every day and anticipate returning to work before the end of the month.
Thank you very much for the kind words and continued prayers—they are helping me!
I just wanted to share that I recently had a micro fiction story published in “50 Give or Take,” daily stories of fifty words or less delivered via email and curated by Vine Leaves Press. The title is Sarah’s Hands.

Photo by Gülşah Aydoğan via Pexels.com.
Here’s the text:
Sarah woke up without her hands. They were gone—severed clean with a surgical instrument. No trace left behind, just a pool of blood seeping through the sheets. Don’t panic, she told herself. Stop the bleeding and call for help. But she couldn’t dial 9-1-1 without her hands.
I am running a free Kindle book promotion for my self-published poetry collection Outward Arrangements. It starts today and runs through the end of the day on August 6. You can find the book here.

Outward Arrangements Cover
I never post pictures of myself, but I want to share this photo taken by my wife in our backyard. Eight days have passed since my brain surgery. I’m still a little wobbly, but I am getting stronger every day and trying not to strain myself.

Backyard photo. Credit: Pamela DiClemente.
I am also grateful for being able to soak up the sunshine—standing and breathing on my own. And I wish speedy recoveries for other people enduring health crises.
Thank you for your prayers and kind thoughts.