Sundays always depress me.
I wish we could pull
them from the calendar,
make the weekend
Friday and Saturday,
and then skip
straight to Monday.

Sundays always depress me.
I wish we could pull
them from the calendar,
make the weekend
Friday and Saturday,
and then skip
straight to Monday.


Elbow Tree Branch (Photo by Francis DiClemente)
While I loathe the
wind, cold and snow
winter imparts,
I’m always sad
when spring comes
and the chill
in the air departs.
With winter leaving,
it’s like I’m losing
a friend at the end
of the season.
Here’s a flash fiction story inspired by the Edward Hopper painting Nighthawks.

I assume I was nothing before I found myself sitting here, staring straight ahead. But I don’t know for sure.
This is what I do know: I can’t move my head. I can’t smoke the cigarette pressed between the fingers of my right hand or drink the cup of coffee resting on top of the counter. I can’t touch the woman seated next to me or talk to the other two men.
This is my life. Suspended in warm, yellow light. Unable to move, locked in a soundless existence—no water running, fan whirring or grill sizzling. No sirens or street sounds beyond the glass.
Time drags on with no discernible shift—no transition to morning. Here night never ends.
Yet my mind still works. In fact, it never stops; I’m cursed with thoughts that run continuously.
I wonder: Why am I here? And where exactly is here? What purpose do I serve? Why put me next to these people and not give me an opportunity to interact with them?
Do I have a past? Did I exist before I became frozen in this moment—captured and imprisoned for eternity?
As you can see, I have nothing but questions that yield no answers. If only I could talk to the other people. If only I could pry open my lips and make a sound. Then maybe we could communicate. Maybe we could figure out our reason for being here. Then I could scream for help. But who would hear my voice and who would come to our aid?
If only I could stand up and walk around, stretch my legs and peek outside the window.
But then I would upset the balance of the composition. And so I will stay in place. Funny, right? I don’t have a choice. I can’t move even if I wanted to. So I’ll be here any time you feel like looking at me.
I’ve been so tied up with work, family and long-range creative projects that I have neglected this blog for far too long. I haven’t posted anything since January—not that anyone is missing my content.
But during my Saturday morning jog/walk in downtown Syracuse, I snapped a photo and composed a short poem. To me both represent the ephemeral nature of life. If I had not stopped running on the sidewalk to take the picture or pull out my mini notebook and jot down the poem, the image and words would have been lost.
The sun would have shifted or shadows would have altered the light hitting the buildings and the words would have escaped my mind. A good reason to always carry a smartphone, a pen and a notebook. You never know when inspiration will strike.

Morning reflection. A George Costanza pinkish hue. Photo by Francis DiClemente.
I can’t keep
it together.
I don’t have
the strength
to carry on.
Can I let go
and fall into
your arms?
A pithy aphorism pulled from a fortune cookie this weekend.

But the poet in me would like to rearrange the lines:
Dispel negativity
through
creative activity.
The saying also reminds me of a poem that appeared in my full-length collection Sidewalk Stories (Kelsay Books, 2017).
Action Defeats Anxiety
Is a saying I’ve kept
In my head to call upon
Throughout the years.
When in doubt,
I think it’s best
To do something, anything.
Go somewhere, anywhere.
Move from point A to point B.
Just make a decision,
One way or another—
As opposed to
Sitting there, worrying,
Pondering the situation,
And wondering how
It will all turn out.
Instagram Poem #13

Brown shoes near dumpster. Photo by Francis DiClemente.
Brown shoes placed
near my apartment
building dumpster,
looking forlorn,
waiting to be filled
by a pair of feet.
Will they fit me?
Instagram Poem #12

CSX freight train in East Syracuse, New York. Photo by Francis DiClemente.
A CSX freight train
rushing past me
in East Syracuse.
I step out of my car
and watch it rumble by—
wishing I could
hop aboard
and become a
westbound hobo.
Instagram Poem #11

Snuffleupagus Tree. Photo by Francis DiClemente.
A fallen tree in Chittenango, New York,
reminds me of Mr. Snuffleupagus
from Sesame Street.
And I wonder:
Is my psychological
interpretation accurate?
Did I pass this Rorschach test
inspired by a tree?
Instagram Poem #10

Office Chair at the Curb. Photo by Francis DiClemente.
An office chair
transplanted
to the curb.
I hope the worker
who occupied
the seat
was not
terminated.
Instagram Poem #9

Photo by Francis DiClemente.
A note written on a flyer
posted outside a Dunkin’ Donuts store.
The words read:
“What About the Homeless In CNY??
Does Any One Care??”
The message provokes empathy
and a swelling of guilt,
since my answers to the questions
lack sufficient compassion.
Do I care? Yes I do.
Enough to do something about it?
Well, apparently not.